Current mood:	awake
Current music:	std- rocks tonic juice magic

heart is on the floor..
ten min2dwn twn (12:30:27 AM): girl... why cant you get a boy that you like and that likes you back and doesnt have any weird strings attached


damn straight. we'll see if this ever happens.

besides that kind of bs, i'm so happy right now. this semester has gotten off to a great start. i feel so refreshed. one thing that's weird is that i feel as laidback as i was when i first started college. it's a good thing because i feel like i became more of a girl after a year at college, and now i'm back to normal.... but i think i'm too laid back for the rest of the world. i mean, i've never let myself get way stressed out (yeah, i usually complain about dumb shit just to make conversation).
lately i'm having trouble understanding why certain things are stressing people out. it's not that i don't have empathy, it's like i just DON'T GET why and how people can get so bent out of shape. i just take things as they come... you just have to do what you're supposed to. i don't know.. maybe it's just not that simple for others. but it's perfect for me. i'll just go on believing that everything will work out. i can't predict a situation. there's no reason to stress about it before it comes.. and if something doesn't work out your way, don't be retroactive. change it for the future, or just accept that sometimes things will not always be perfect. ok, i'm rambling.
rock. out.